I often think about what my life would be like if I was a guy. This usually happens when I’m bleeding out of my body once a month, or when yet another orgasm slips away after my partner is rolling around in ecstasy. As I’m sitting there in my female body, I can’t help but think about how good guys have it. And considering most of my college days were spent around frat guys, and my career is based around them, I often wonder what it would like to trade. To be a guy in a fraternity. I don’t know for sure, but it seems like a damn good time. And though I’ll never know for sure, this is what I think it would be like to throw on some letters and a dick, and become a frat guy.

• 9:45 AM: *beep beep beep* What the fuck?! *snooze*
• 9:50 AM: *beep beep beep* FUUUUCK. Guess I’m not going to that 10 a.m. class.
• 9:51 AM: Text the first pledge I can find in my phone.
• 9:52 AM: “Hey fuckface. I think I threw up my fucking intestines last night. Get me notes from class, or else.”
• 9:53 AM: Who’s in my bed? She’s blonde. So it could be one of three girls.
• 9:53 AM: Shiiiit. I hope it’s not my ex.
• 9:54 AM: Maybe if I just…position my boner on her back she’ll wake up?
• 9:55 AM: Okay. She’s turning around. Quick quick. I need a name.
• 9:56 AM: Amber? Amy? Ashley? Fuck.
• 9:57 AM: “Hey…babe.”
• 9:59 AM: So…morning beej?
• 10:00 AM: Damn. Shot down. Maybe trying to push her head down was a bit aggressive.
• 10:01 AM: But nahhh. I’m not going down on you either.
• 10:05 AM: Alright make up an excuse. Class! I’ll say I have class. Which I do, theoretically.
• 10:15 AM: “Bye babe. Yeah, yeah I’ll text you.”
• 10:20 AM: I love weed.
• 10:25 AM: Shit I shouldn’t have sent Ally(?) home until she made me breakfast.
• 10:28 AM: Looks like someone got pizza last night. Mine now.
• 10:35 AM: Call of Duty! Madden! Video games!
• 11:23 AM: Scratch balls.
• 11:24 AM: Wait. I have a penis?
• 11:30 AM: Alright let’s see. Kate Upton? Nah. Too fat (side note: I know. CRAZY).
• 11:31 AM: Maybe I screenshot some nudes last night?
• 11:32 AM: Damn. Dry. Porn it is.
• 11:35 AM: Lotion? Check. Tissues? Check. Dignity? Ha.
• 11:38 AM: Ahhhh. Alright. Feelin’ good. Should I go to my noon class?
• 11:40 AM: No.
• 11:41 AM: “Hey fuckface. I can’t go to my noon class either. I need those notes.”
• 11:45 AM: More weed? Don’t mind if I do.
• 12:05 PM: I wonder what everyone else is doing. I should see if they’re up.
• 12:07 PM: Hmmm no one down in the living room. Guess I should sit on the couch and stare into space until I find someone to entertain me.
• 12:11 PM: Oh shiiiiit. Girl commin’ out of Johnny’s room!
• 12:12 PM: Damn she’s hot. I wonder if she’s doing a frat lap or…
• 12:20 PM: Finally that pussy she was banging is up. Time to say demeaning comments about her and make fun of him, even though I’m jealous and wish I would have had sexual intercourse with her.
• 12:25 PM: Snapchat from my ex? Let me guess, she’s singing in the car with her annoying friend who I totally hooked up with.
• 12:26 PM: *watches two girls mouthing the words to “Hello” in the car while sporting some impressive cleavage.*
• 12:27 PM: I wonder what her best friend is up to these days?
• 12:30 PM: Time to play with my dick again while thinking about having a threesome with both of them.
• 12:42 PM: Oh look, a text from my ex.
• 12:43 PM: “Thanks for Snapping back asshole ;)”
• 12:44 PM: I don’t know what to say.
• 12:46 PM: …
• 12:47 PM: Eh whatever. I don’t care. I’m going to just not answer even though my read receipts are on. I’m sure she won’t read into this and obsess about why I didn’t answer.
• 12:48 PM: “PLEDGE. GO GET ME SOME TACO BELL.”
• 12:50 PM: Play video games until pledge-fuck returns with my cheesy fiesta potatoes.
• 1:07 PM: Tell the pledge that he’s a Taco Bell Bitch as a “thanks” for going out of his way and buying me food.
• 1:15 PM: Alright. Time to get my act together. I need to hit the gym before slammin hoes tonight.
• 1:20 PM: PREWORKOUT! PROTEIN! GAINS!!!!!
• 1:25 PM: Let me just text my best friend…
• 1:26 PM: “Hey douchebag. Meet me at the gym in 10.”
• 1:41 PM: Alright I’m feeling good. Have a shirt cut so it shows my nipples, and I plan to work out only my glamour muscles while simultaneously checking out all the bitches (respectable females who are trying to live a healthy lifestyle) that walk by.
• 1:52 PM: “I’d  bang her, and her, and her, I’ve banged her, would only bang her if I was shit-faced, wish I could bang her…”
• 2:35 PM: Enough of this shit. Fuck the gym.
• 3:02 PM: Jerk off in the shower? Why the hell not.
• 3:03 PM: Try to stop me from thinking about that hot-ass girl at the gym who is most likely a really nice individual and has dreams and aspirations for herself.
• 3:17 PM: So. Time to drink?
• 4:07 PM: Text from Alex (ohhh that’s her name): “Had fun last night ;). What are you up to tonight?”
• 4:08 PM: Eh. I’ll answer later. Maybe. Most likely I’ll just forget she existed until we inevitably run into each other and act awkward but then fuck again. Whatever.
• 4:45 PM: Shots?!!!!
• 5:03 PM: Text from ex’s best friend: “The Pub tonight. Be there bitch.”
• 5:04 PM: Maybe I will get to have a threesome with them (Lol).
• 5:07 PM: Should I play with my dick some more?
• 5:10 PM: Nah. I need to drink more.
• 5:13 PM: Beer.
• 5:26 PM: Another beer.
• 5:34 PM: More beer.
• 5:45 PM: Pledge! Get me a fucking beer.
• 6:02 PM: To Favor or not to Favor, that is the question.
• 6:06 PM: Maybe some sorority girl made us shit.
• 6:12 PM: Nice! Brownies! Thanks “Liz.” I respect your baking, but unless you get some implants, you ain’t getting Sweetheart (even though you’re a cool girl and have blown at least half of the chapter).
• 6:27 PM: Time for bourbon.
• 6:38 PM: Annnnnd here come the girlfriends.
• 6:42 PM: “Yeah yeah. Nice to see you too girl whose name I can’t remember but I definitely turned down at one point or another.”
• 6:52 PM: “And YOU! Girl who I definitely fingered but is now dating my pledge brother! How’s it goin?”
• 7:12 PM: More shots. Need more shots.
• 7:37 PM: And now, the girls who think they’re the girlfriends.
• 7:49 PM: “Hi Alex! Wasn’t expecting to see you here. Sorry I didn’t text back. It’s been a crazy day.”
  Translation: “I didn’t invite you. Why are you here? Are you stalking me? You’re in love with me, aren’t you. Fuuuuck. I was planning on just never texting you back but hey, nice tits?” 
• 7:52 PM: Time to shotgun. Nothing says I’m a sexy, eligible man quite like shotgunning a beer.
• 8:15 PM: Guess it’s time to get ready.
• 8:26 PM: Change of shirt? Check. Deodorant? Check. Different pants? Check. Cool good to go.
• 8:32 PM: Steal a pledge’s beer to assert dominance.
• 8:49 PM: Time to eat someone’s leftovers while pretending I didn’t know they belonged to someone else.
• 9:02 PM: And right on time, the groupies.
• 9:18 PM: Alcohol. Flirting. Sexual awkwardness.
• 9:27 PM: Text ex: “goin to pub.”
• 9:28 PM: Text ex’s best friend: “goin to pub.”
• 9:29 PM: Text every girl in phone: “goin to pub.”
• 9:32 PM: Snapchat my beer and put it on my story: “goin to pub.”
• 9:48 PM: Time to force a pledge to drive me and the three hottest girls I can find.
• 10:12 PM: A line? I don’t wait in fucking lines.
• 10:14 PM: Start yelling about the line and causing a commotion.
• 10:15 PM: But continue waiting in line because what else are you going to do?
• 10:32 PM: Fireball. Fireball Fireball.
• 10:42 PM: Disgustingly excessive drinking.
• 10:53 PM: Continued excessive drinking.
• 10:57 PM: Hi girl I’ve hooked up with.
• 11:02 PM: Sure, I’ll buy you a drink. But only if you introduce me to your friend, who I’ll totally hit on and cause tension in your relationship.
• 11:17 PM: “Oh. Hi Alex. Yeah. She’s just a friend.”
• 11:28 PM: “Shots. We’re doing shottsssss.”
• 11:48 PM: Time to find a girl to rub my penis on.
• 11:49 PM: “Hey babe. Wanna dance?”
• 11:51 PM: Damn. Boyfriend.
• 11:53 PM: “Hey babe. Wanna dance?”
• 11:56 PM: Shit. She dated my best friend.
• 11:59 PM: “Hey babe. Wanna dance?”
• 12:02 AM: Niiiiice. Still got it.
• 12:04 AM: Whoa. What’s she doing with her hips?
• 12:06 AM: I wonder if she knows I have a boner.
• 12:07 AM: I hope she knows I have a boner.
• 12:09 AM: Okay. I need to position her so she 100 percent knows I have a boner.
• 12:12 AM: Yeahhhh. There it is.
• 12:17 AM: Oh. You have a boyfriend too? Fuck.
• 12:27 AM: Beer me.
• 12:32 AM: Beer me.
• 12:39 AM: Beer. Shot. Beer me.
• 12:57 AM: Conversation with ex?
• 1:09 AM: Secretly make out with ex’s best friend?
• 1:11 AM: {blank}
• 1:35 AM: {blank}
• 1:42 AM: Get in fight with friend?
• 1:48 AM: Text ex: “cum homw wuth mee.”
• 1:52 AM: {blank}
• 1:55 AM: Call ex. Call ex. Call ex. Must take girl home. Call ex.
• 2:00 AM: “PLEDDGEEE TAKJE MEE HOMNW NOWWW”
• 2:05 AM: Vomit all over pledge-fuck’s car.
• 2:18 AM: Fries. FRIES.
• 2:20 AM: Text ex: “babeeew where r toyu??”
• 2:35 AM: {blank}
• 3:47 AM: In bed? Naked? Girl next to me? Water?
• 3:48 AM: Apologize for not being able to get it up.
• 3:52 AM: Think of a lie to tell the girl tomorrow and dream of beer and threesomes and people who don’t care about commitment.

Ugh. Must be hard..

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