It sounds you already know what needs to be done. When it happens it’s up to only you, but consider the fears your facing and weigh them out. The fear of being alone should not be greater than the fear of loosing out on a once in a lifetime experience! Being in this stage when you’re young and get to live the freedom of discovering yourself and meet people who will maybe even open some professional doors in your future. I don’t know your relationship and what you and him truly have, or what keeps you there, but I can tell YOU are over it or at least getting there! You feel controlled, under appreciated, disrespected, and used. That’s never a good sign. Not to many positives that could out weigh that, even if he’s cool once in a while. You have the world at your doorstep right now! Just open the door and let the possibilities come in. The right person can never come in if the space is occupied with the wrong person. You gotta make room 🙂 You have waisted 3 years, how many more are you willing to throw away? When you’re ready you’ll feel so relieved and empowered that you’re taking control of your life. Good luck.
It sounds you already know what needs to be done. When it happens it’s up to only you, but consider the fears your facing and weigh them out. The fear of being alone should not be greater than the fear of loosing out on a once in a lifetime experience! Being in this stage when you’re young and get to live the freedom of discovering yourself and meet people who will maybe even open some professional doors in your future. I don’t know your relationship and what you and him truly have, or what keeps you there, but I can tell YOU are over it or at least getting there! You feel controlled, under appreciated, disrespected, and used. That’s never a good sign. Not to many positives that could out weigh that, even if he’s cool once in a while. You have the world at your doorstep right now! Just open the door and let the possibilities come in. The right person can never come in if the space is occupied with the wrong person. You gotta make room 🙂 You have waisted 3 years, how many more are you willing to throw away? When you’re ready you’ll feel so relieved and empowered that you’re taking control of your life. Good luck.